i have come across a highway of commandments supposed to be in strict execution, one thing i knew about this commandments is that violators will never be set to rest even after their deaths...so i wondered how would i be able to escape the merciless incompassionate atrocity i will be facing ever i will commit a grievous trespassing of this extrasuperficialmegalomaniacaldivinedece ipt law?...i wondered...how did this become a possibility...a commandment so powerful yet so narrow...i asked myself, today, 3 weeks after i have committed trespasses against two of the commandments set by the respected and holied elders and prophets of a divinical church, declare myself unworthy to be called one of the children of this overly defined but secretly doubted GOD...i believed i have not sinned against any divine definitions but has merely went beyond imagination of those so-called holy prophets who claimed have received the holy words of their creators...for my unbelief of their guides that continue to corrupt the innocence of free living, i shall consider this day to have substantially attained a position worth respecting for, in the gradual divination to become one of the few minds to achieve a higher resolute and infinite thinking of being an Overman...and so have i sinned? SIN is God-made, planned, devised and schemed, impliedly unstated, undefined, to provide chains for his army of innocent and weak and powerless homosapiens sapiens known to humankind as man.

i shall rest to seek further...to step anew...to reawake...